A spring, and so once again ... come ...
... and I ... than ever this year, nohow, I can not enjoy those spring.
I did not even wait on her. And it's hard to admit, but I do it even ... I do not want!
I know it's outrageous ... but ... well ... i can not help it. And how much I would like this spring ... stop ... stop ... order so as not to hurry ... in order to have waited ... even a minute ... Such a little while ... because I am not yet ready!
course ... As for repair, which you are already herald spring is unwritten. Repair ... who have any pregnancy as the fate of me and kills inexorably to my door with this coming spring! And I ... move aside and pushes apart the visions, saying that I still have time to have enough time, surely even the winter, the snows have surely ... surely the cold ...
Only with time can not be deceived! Time clock and wake up the relentless beats so violently, pulling the frame, and it hurt ... with this very pleasant winter lethargy ... calling out, it's time!
And puts me on his feet again as a military policeman in the regiment ... not allowing any omission!
And so with the coming spring, on who did not wait, is fast approaching ... repair the new season! Ah ... I'm so glad!
I look at sites where my blog-friends, all those who are already doing something or begin to do ... digest mnie jedynie wyrzuty sumienia, ze ja nic. I nawet do chaty nie chce mi sie jechac. A trzeba by bylo pojechac, zobaczyc, ogarnac, pobielic drzewka, posprzatac...
Ech... Moj zimowy SEN... jeszcze trwa. A ja tak bardzo chcialabym pobyc jeszcze w tym zimowym, jakze milym ciepelku i nie zostac w ogole wybudzona!
I jak nigdy przedtem, nie czuje nawet checi do dzialania! I gdy przypomne sobie ubiegly rok i jeszcze poprzedni, gdzie moj zapal nie znal granic... i chcialo mi sie gory przenosic... Tak teraz... NIC!
Kompletna klapa. Pozimowa depresja. Zapewne. Depresja... jakiez to wspaniale slowo i jakze dobre usprawiedliwienie na wszystko. Na wszystko... czego nam sie nie chce.
Tak wiec trawiona wyrzutami sumienia, zaczelam COS wreszcie do.
COS, or penetration of the net stronek friends ... for repairs, the Building, the builder, their boards and advice ... at home ... the gardens. So in short, about everything and nothing. Thousands of information, because when you come to one side, just opening up next, and then again next ... for which no way did not enter ... because it is interesting ... and addictive ... and so are drawn into more and more new secrets of knowledge, with whom necessarily need to know ... ! Phew!
and after an hour is quite warm in August! Time lost, and little knowledge and only headache is unbelieveable ...!
came to the conclusion that the construction of a secret knowledge ... unavailable ordinary laymen ... While laymen ... August squeezes invoice! O yes! And it is precisely these invoices in the previous season, led me to ruin!
Oh, something will be hard to get into the renovation, the more so that in reality I have no idea where to start with at all! There is so much to do. So probably I'll go again to the element, as it was last year ... without a plan ... business ... estimate ... Without a clue about anything at all!
And no wonder, with the foreman to tell me and I lay no imagination ...!
Yes, and it just pushes the August invoice to laymen, which is lead them to ruin!
Even now when I remember his words, a cold sweat bathed me!
This year, the foreman and his entourage ... unfortunately, are not covered in my plans! With me must say goodbye ... and goodbye, though probably reluctant to do it. A woman - a layman, without imagination, is a pretty good facility for any kind of ointment, and professionals. So I'd rather
pick the so-called system. economy. Sam and naturally. A
finances or not I need to specifically worry about ... as that they do not have, in principle, because, unfortunately, will cost money threaten last year's professionals. This year will be at most so-Two - which is me, plus some ... Miracle man type!
Eh ... I dream of a man called. gold handle ... a true craftsman, passionate .... visionary ... so, who is a delight to old house ... will notice its beauty ... see the soul. Understand. Such a relic ... human type. Only where takowego look!? Already in the previous year I was looking for ... and doubted?
So slowly I begin to prepare for next season. And as for now I focus on the practices of so-called. spiritual, which is rely on oblepieniu walls, new affirmations, which are repeated by twenty-one days ... May do the trick ...! How well hang various pictures and clippings from newspapers ... mainly from the veranda of my beloved people whom have done it! And who is now, that your repair to mention with great joy ... as a wonderful adventure of your life!
So maybe someday I will proclaim the great euphoria:
- Nay, it was a fantastic adventure!
And for now ... and finding no understanding of the family closer or further, or in the circle with the "outside" lands batteries, looking at zalepione wall and believing that, and I will succeed!
primates So my password is:
"Do not be afraid to overhaul !!!!"
And next:
"The universe is everything, and the restrictions are only in you!"
And this, which I like so much:
"money is your friend, you are entitled to have them and manage them wisely, fulfilling your dreams!
And finally:
" Nay, this fantastic adventure! "
Eh. .. But it's probably the most like!
As further preparation must be replaced - the purchase of seeds and lavender maciejki ... because I dream of lavender fields and maciejkowe path ... whom I naturally walk in August ... Once it porobie!
So, though painfully, but this repair is going forward ... at least in my imagination!
I look forward to this ... nieupragnionej spring, which once again and so ... come!
... and will be again so breathtakingly beautiful ... as always.